Just Waiting

I’m tired

I’m tired today

I was tired yesterday

I’m not quite sure

About tomorrow

Or its predestined sorrow

Or whatever luck

I’ll have to borrow 

But I can most certainly

Take a safe and easy bet

That I’ll be damn tired too

Yet not because I’m feelin’ blue.


For tired I am

Not flabbergasted or saddened

Frustrated or embittered

By some supercalifragilistic act

Or some bizarre uneasy fact

Chucked at me with lazy tact

Like a sped-up reckless pact

But just tired here

And tired there

Tired evermore


Tired of the scenes

Tired of any work

Tired of holding the fork

Tired of dealing with the screw drive

Hard drive, soft drive, overdrive

Or any other form of drive

Tired of us

Tired of them

Tired of myself

Tired of whatever sits

Behind and in front of every curtain

Tired of being tired


Even my wandering shadow

Which usually wants to wallow

Is tired today

As it was yesterday

And probably, most definitely maybe

Tired tomorrow

Tired evermore

Tired of being stared at

While standing motionless

Across the empty wall

Stared at by this tired man

Who’s tired of staring

Tired evermore




Hanoi, December 2024










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